I Did Ayahuasca 50 Times and It Destroyed Me. [ekuRlnl91hO]
Subscribe to Amalie's new channel and my DJ channel Questions? Anything on your heart? Send an e-mail to [email protected] 🍄 0:00 – Why I Started Ayahuasca (and How It Broke Me) 0:47 – Losing Myself and the Will to Live 1:14 – Trying to Explain Ayahuasca to ‘Normal’ People 1:52 – What Ayahuasca Really Does to the Mind 2:36 – Facing Ego, Fear and the Shadows I Never Saw 3:24 – From Atheist to “Maybe There Is Something More” 4:09 – Why Most Ceremonies Felt Like Psychological Torture 5:17 – Where I Started to Fall Apart: Integration Fails 6:12 – New Values vs Old Identity: The Internal War 7:13 – Relearning How to Be Human 8:48 – The Same Lesson Over and Over Until You Get It 9:37 – A Slow Ego Death (the Real Kind) 10:12 – The Medicine Isn’t the Problem – Integration Is 11:05 – When Life Becomes the Ceremony 12:05 – Growing Roots: Becoming Grounded 12:39 – Why I’m Speaking Out Now 13:14 – Have You Had a Turning Point?